I wish to hear "nenepot" again..

I was sleeping.
I heard that news from my sis.
She said she got it from facebook comments.
She told me a friend of mine was passed away.
I can’t believe it and I even scolded my sis.
Telling her not to take this as joke!

But then..
I stunned a second..
I was thinking..
My sis won’t be so lame take this as joke.

I jumped up from bed.
I rushed for my hp.
I was even blurrier than often.
I shouted to my sis, “where is my hp???!!”
She took it to me.
I looked at my hp and I received 2 messages.
One from Mei Chi and the other one from Vivian about the news.
I still can’t believe it. I phoned chi to double confirm it.
She was crying and talking.
She was sad. I know she was.
She told me that her mum not allow her to visit Sandra.
She was totally sad. I can feel it through the phone when she told me.
(I think her mum is pantang and chi is just recovered from cold.)
Because I remembered once during French class,
Our lecturer asked us to write a paragraph about “My Best Friend”
And she wrote about Sandra.
She even told me how Sandra often borrowed story books to her just to let her brush up her english..
and how she made funny things during satay celup gathering..
and even made cake for chi's mum during her mum's birthday..
I knew how important she was to her.
I really felt sorry after hearing this new.
Rather shock and unexpected I guess..

I mean a 21 year old cheerful girl like her was gone just like that..
Her life was suppose to be just started but she was finished up like that..
How could life be so unpredictable..
I remembered during secondary school..
She sat just besides me..
She was the one who always happy-go lucky..
Saying “nenepot” now and then..
Playing with her panty in front of me just to tease me..
I knew she was trying to make everyone happy when people were stressing their spm..
I knew she was trying to make fun just to let everyone released..
She was so happy with her life..
How could she end her life like that..
Is really unfair..

Everything has happened and we can’t changed it..
Let’s accept the truth and pray for her..
Just bless that she may Rest In Peace and May God bless her father..

I realized that we really need to treasure everybody around you for you will not know what tomorrow brings..
Just as my friend’s pm stated,

p/s: chi..really sorry to hear that and sorry that I’m not good in comfort people..I just have to say we just have to pray for her and her dad..and lastly, don too sad and hope you faster recover from your sickness..

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